Mar 20, '16: parents as idols

You're breaking it down...

I know-
YOU know that I've always held my parents in a high position.
I never thought it'd be higher than You...

It hurts so much that they don't care, that they don't reply, that they simply are non-existent in my life right now.

But it also is a profound joy when I hear You whisper in my ear, "Come here, you~ How was your day?"
Ha. I'd just look straight in your face and ask you why you always come to see me whenever I feel alone, or weak, or small, or meaningless.

You'd always just grab me in Your arms and remind me that I am loved.

I never thought I'd have my parents as an idol until You made it known to me through this situation.

All I can say is that I don't need them because I have You. And because I don't need them and have You, I can actually be a blessing to them and come to help them in any way possible.

I guess they know I'm walking really closely (pretty much sticking and never letting go) with You and thus don't care much about me.
I guess they have my sister to worry more about.

Whatever it is, I have You.
So my parents may die and go home, my body may be burned, my mind and emotions may be attacked, but I have You and that's never going to change.